For mere seconds,...
I wish I was one of those sophisticated people, who knew sophisticated things and worried about the state of the world.
I wish I could understand how people think.
I wish I could become telepathic.
I wish I would know what God thinks of me.
I wish I would understand why I am what I am.
I hate myself.
I hate this world.
I have moods.
I ponder my future.
I realize my naivety.
I regret, feel guilty and redeem.
I live within the "what if" state.
For mere seconds, I am human and for mere seconds I understand everything and nothing. For mere seconds, I live not knowing how or why, for mere seconds I question my existence, for mere seconds I declare my insecurities. For mere seconds, I become myself and someone else. For mere seconds, I am.
I wish I could understand how people think.
I wish I could become telepathic.
I wish I would know what God thinks of me.
I wish I would understand why I am what I am.
I hate myself.
I hate this world.
I have moods.
I ponder my future.
I realize my naivety.
I regret, feel guilty and redeem.
I live within the "what if" state.
For mere seconds, I am human and for mere seconds I understand everything and nothing. For mere seconds, I live not knowing how or why, for mere seconds I question my existence, for mere seconds I declare my insecurities. For mere seconds, I become myself and someone else. For mere seconds, I am.
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Add to this the constant headaches and wondering whether it's the right thing to do, whether you're affecting ur chances of a decent life, bla bla bla, on and on until you hate the universe.