Call me unpredictable

I am starting to cope with the whole reality of the situation and add to this the fact that my commitment phobia is bit settled (I was having second thoughts about the job), so for the time being I am enjoying the bland situation until gets stressed again. It feels like I am walking on a thin line and trying to balance between my restlessness and my sanity. It's not an easy job, especially when my insanity takes charge then it's a complete festival with balloons and everything, maybe even a fire show.