What goes on my mind:
so, this is how they do sales, hmm, I wonder if it's the same in that company, I wonder whether I can manage something like that, big network of inter lapping functions, you have to be the brain of everything, what if I don't know how? Ahh, the assignment, I haven't even thought about it, I should put the framework by the end of the week, have to meet this person and this person, I want to be home by 8 pm today because I want to catch this movie, but it's already 7:30, no way. Oh, well. Someone is talking to me, say sth. Can't get anything together, it was a joke, smile. Wonder how I will be like in 10 years, how my life will be, will I like my life, will I be more content? When do I become this sophisticated person, who's 100 percent sure of herself, hmm...what do you think this manager is thinking right now? don't know. How do people get all those creative ideas? I am hungry, when I get home should I order sth or raid the fridge? I am already hard on cash. Ohh, the financial base of the assignment, I have to meet with this person to figure it out, I should at least have the base of everything by the end of the week. What? we have to go on field? What about the assignment?When will I do it? Ok... deep breaths, everything is going to be alright, don't panic. Can people tell that I am panicing? I don't think so. Time to work now, come on.