It's not about the invitation

Before I start breathing, let me tell you why today was annoying.

• My mother wakes me up an hour early, which makes total sleeping hours this week: 10 (I have told her that I set my alarm, but she gets nervous and I don' t want to upset her).
• I wake up with the worst mood ever.
  
• Before going to work, I hear that the mother of one of our relatives has died; she was old and sick. Yet, I hate funerals just as much as I hate weddings.
• I drive like shit and the car bumper is slammed fee el raseef, no one's fault, but my own.
• At work, it was a very boring day, with really strange people in the middle.
• It's been an exhausting week and all the weariness has started to take effect.
• I have to work tomorrow and I actually want to.
• I have a work related outing on Saturday, which is making me tense (and throws off my clothes schedule for next week).
• The next week and a half (at work) are going to be hectic.
• I am wondering why I am what I am and whether I am actually pretending to be sth I am not.
• I have officially deleted "jenny don't be hasty" from my computer.
• I am trying to overcome a case of the flu.
• I can't believe Ramadan is on Monday.
• People keep saying that I have really bad handwriting for a GIRL. What the hell? didn't know there was handwriting stereotyping.
  
• I got a headache from all of the above.
• I am sleepy, but I know that when I try to sleep I won't be able to.