A universal slap on the face

I haven't been myself lately, and I haven't been focusing also. I've been wasting time like crazy and ignoring certain things that can't be ignored. I haven't been harsh enough on myself and nor have I been forgiving. For the past 2 weeks, I have managed to become a version of myself that I can honestly despise and the truth is I have no explanation for this.
Today, I got it, finally(I was slapped by the universe and wow does it hurt). I realized that this strange personality I have been stuck in, is in fact not who I am; truth be told, I still haven't figured out who I am and what I want; I thought I did, but now as I think about it, I found only one tiny fragment, but the whole of it is still lost within the vast universe we live in. Even though I am lost within the world, I still need to completely lose myself in order that I can find it again.
I am not making much sense I know, but the coming period is going to be really different and revealing. All I can say is no more Ms. nice.

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marooned84 said…
again, u're making perfect sense. I've been trying to lose myself for years and years, but it's so damn hard to do! may u have better luck with that :)

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