Other than the regular disappointment with my inability to express myself in any way, and most importantly in writing, I am disappointed with my reactions. I think I need to contain myself a bit more and administer control over my facial expressions and general counter-actions.
In these bleak times, my mind is completely blank and I would despise myself if on top of all that, I lose my balance; my intellectual logical balance.
I hate dirty tricks and I don't respond to them well, in fact I don't respond at all. So, to my mind that keeps messing things up, give it a rest, will you? I need to focus and I need it yesterday. DEAL WITH THAT.