So, I can't sleep and I don't know why. The thing is I am pretty certain that I have reached a decision, I am pretty certain that I have ended the doubt and in fact I am basking in knowing that it's done.
Right now, my heart is quickened and I have no clue why, it maybe the antibiotics I am or it maybe the realization of freedom; you see I have made up my mind to live each day as it comes and to worry about nothing in the future that I can't change. This realization has been my comfort during the past few days and there's this easy feeling that it induced.
I can't sleep and I can't slow down my heart (no, it's not a heart attack); it feels as if I am exercising, but in fact all I am doing is typing away on my laptop and prior to that I was watching a movie, so nothing strenuous.
I have made my decision and I am at peace with it, now it's the universe's move, so be still my heart, life isn't over just yet.