I am starting to really doubt myself, in fact I am starting to doubt my very own existence. The problem is I become whatever life needs me to be at this stage of it and as I grow older (and supposedly wiser) I feel like I am drifting more and more from my core being. Granted that I don't know it that much or even identify with it, but just as some people believe in whatever fantasy they spin for their life, I know that my core being exists and I know that I should cut to the chase and just try to attain it instead of faking my way through life, pretending to be someone I am not.
Pretending that I care, when I don't and making sure that I fit life's profile, instead of my own.
Again the question echoes in my head, Who AM I? and the answer seems to drift away just like a small boat on a windy day in the ocean.
Listening to~ Strange mood by Azziza Mostafa