I don't really know how you wake up one day and you find yourself in a situation that you not only hate, but despise. I also don't know how you can become in a period of less than 2 weeks someone you respect and then a feeble person then a triumphant one then a victim then a friend then a mediator then an advice-giver then a shallow person. The thing is I have gone through all of these roles in less than two weeks and I have to say that right this very moment I am comfortably numb(quoting pink floid); incapable of any emotion what so ever and I have to say that I don't mind it. The only thing I really mind is the strange gut-wrenching pain at the pit of my stomach which ensues when I think about the past two weeks and when I think of my current state. I don't really know why, but every time I do think of my current state I laugh in disbelief; I can't believe that I am where I am or that I am thinking the way I am thinking or that I am doing what I am doing and I am laughing in cynicism not amusement.

3ammatan, ana maba2etsh far2a ma3aya, so FRICK IT, FRICK THE HELL OUT OF IT.


Sara said…
we all get those's how you get over them that counts :)

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Mohaly said…
This happens every now and then, u just take control till it is over.

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