Friday, July 31, 2009

Fear

Maybe I am not supposed to figure it out. I mean I have been trying for a month or so and have been through all the stages of grief; denial,anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance(obviously).
Everything in life seems really bland to me, nothing excites me except traveling(in or out the country), even writing has ceased to be anything special. I am sick of this feeling, but it seems to be overtaking my mind and I can do nothing but maybe accept the fact that maybe I am not supposed to figure it out, maybe everything is just the way it is just because and there's no real explanation.

I am afraid of losing interest in life. I don't want to go back to these thoughts, because they suck...big time. or maybe I am just afraid. I don't know.

4 comments:

mY-Refuge said...

i got something for you ,go watch this video on youtube , it will help you to get rid of these thoughts and will make you feel better
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfq_A8nXMsQ

believe me , you will feel better

Cesario said...

Thanks for the video. It's nice. Thanks for stopping by.

gjoe said...

STOP THINKING TOO BLOODY MUCH
STOP THINKING TOO BLOODY MUCH
STOP THINKING TOO BLOODY MUCH
STOP THINKING TOO BLOODY MUCH
STOP THINKING TOO BLOODY MUCH
STOP THINKING TOO BLOODY MUCH
STOP THINKING TOO BLOODY MUCH
STOP THINKING TOO BLOODY MUCH

marooned84 said...

You wouldn't be yourself if you didn't think too bloody much, so I have to disagree with gjoe!

u'll come out of it for sure, and u'll come out of it the better too.

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